I moved back in with parents after taking a career change almost two years ago.
Ofcourse he knows where this is, infact this is where I lived when I met him so this is where he sees the vulnerable young girl I once was.
Usually I’m busy, with work, my social life and visiting family but my mums gone away leaving just my daughter and I alone.
Although I feel alone most nights, actually living here alone is different. It’s uncomfortable and scary, unnerving and worrying.
My daughter’s seven and I’ve had her sleep with me each night, sad really that her own mother is frightened that much but the truth is, as any seven year old does, she’s told him were alone
Nanny’s gone away, so now he knows. He knows I’m back to being my weakest. So a week with barely any sleep, falling asleep to the screen of the CCTV and awakening at every little noise.
I’m not sure how I’ll move back out again and live alone. This is something I’m yet to discover how to deal with.